Monday, January 18, 2010
Your parents say everything is your fault
But they don't know you like I know you they don't know you at all
I'm so sick of when they say
It's just a phase, you'll be o.k. you're fine







I haven't been to school in 3 days already. It feels as though I'm giving up on school.
 My classmates and friends haven't seen me in 5 days and frankly speaking, I think nobody cares.

Nobody asked. So, I assume they don't.
Well, except for Huzzy who tweeted.

Then again, I'm virtually uncontactable. I mean, I've got a phone but I hardly reply messages. I'm not on msn whenever I'm home anymore and I am hardly on facebook anymore. The only way to contact me is twitter if I switch on my lappy and check tweetdeck. Or if you tweet right after I tweet. Another way is email, which I check every night.


I'm losing interest in everything I do again. It's getting mundane, this same old routine. I wish something could spice it up a little. I know my life makes a good television show with a very interesting cast and very very strange and peculiar happenings each day but, to me.... It's a routine. Would be nice if I were to suddenly be forced to be a secret agent or if my long lost relatives come looking for me claiming that I'm an heiress or something. Guess I watch too much drama serials and television to know what's even good for me. :\


Once again, they're all slowly disappearing. Before my very sight and sometimes I wonder what I did to make them go. Maybe they want a breath of fresh air but sometimes, I think if I did something wrong. It gets really awkward whenever I'm around them and then I think, I miss you. I still don't know why they're doing this. Even you're joining them so it hurts me a lot.

Guess I'll be fine on my own. Somehow.





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