I'm a complicated mess of a girl trying to find her way back into love. Some days work out fine, some days just don't.

TGIF? Perhaps.

I guess I am thankful that it's Friday and that I don't have any school this weekend. I'm too tired to think about school, what to wear, the people etc. Yes, it's been a pretty long week despite me missing out on 2 days of school.

I wish I could skip the entire week because my body really wasn't feeling too well on the days I turned up for school. I never expected to get food poisoning on Wednesday. ):

This feeling sucks big time.

Guess it all started from the spicy chicken burger from the cafe. Isn't it sad because I obviously loved eating the burger? I was even craving for it for the past few days.

I don't know why, my stomach felt like it was fire. I guess it was the spiciness of the burger. Funny thing is, even I don't feel this way when I ate Mega Mac Spicy. Don't you think it's strange? The feeling was worst than the other time when I got drunk at A's party.

Really suffered for hours because I was forced to go to work. It was lucky that Elle asked me to leave early or else I might have done something I didn't want to do there.

At home, after I took po chai pills to ease the pain and after the nice shower I actually fell asleep for like a few hours before waking up and running to the toilet to throw up. It sure didn't feel nice to see your lunch coming out from your mouth and lying on the toilet floor. I cleaned the toilet myself before going to bed because it was stinking.

The same thing happened again but this time, I was prepared. Tied up my hair and got myself into position before I started. I thought my stomach would have been empty by then but I guess not. :\

Guess it's food poisoning then because I had diarrhoea in the morning which lasted for days.

Pray that I'll get better soon.

Anyway, on Wednesday. Met Hanis after quite some time.

It was such a surprise that he noticed me while we were going up the escalator. I thought he didn't see me and I would have probably ignored him because I wasn't in a really good mood.

Trained with him & his friend, the two of them happen to be my almost non-existent CCC seniors. Had quite a nice chat with him. Talked to him about how A knows Shirou (though he knows this for quite some time already), CCC stuff, drama etc. He was going for an interview, while I was heading to work.

It feels safe to tell him about the CCC things because I guess he can understand.

Also, the journey to work with my stomach aching was made bearable thanks to the fact that I had a friend with me.

Oh Thursday was pretty good. (:

Met up my SAVANCA girls after school. Although only the three of us that night, it felt good to talk to them. There's still a lot for me to share and talk to them about because honestly, I've been keeping too much in this heart of mine.

Ami & I were around town because I wanted to look for shoes and we were getting ideas for the presents. Finally went to 313. It's like my HEAVEN. PARADISE. The F21 is really the best ever. Any girl who loves to shop will love that place! I know I love it. 4 storeys high okay!

Today, Friday wasn't exactly the best.

It's okay because I survived.

Della seems much nicer now. Oh well. :\

The rain in the morning caused me to think about everything in life.

Thought so much about you. For a moment, I thought it wasn't even 22nd Jan but when I reached class, I realised the date and my heart broke.

It hurts a lot.

Guess, my feelings for you are still as strong as ever. Thanks Huzzy for listening to me talk about it because I know it's stupid to listen to my complicated love stories.

These few days, I've been sticking with Huzzy a lot.  ♥

Thank goodness for this girl.

Today, we watched Replug. WOOOTS! ALEX! :D

Saw a number of people in the audience that I actually knew. Yes, I'm the so-called social elite what.

JIVE FIESTA was good because of the shops and flea market downstairs.

Got myself this super chio guitar necklace and lace top. (:

A shopaholic, that's me.

It's January, just one more month to go.

Sem 2 has been giving me all sorts of relationship problems with A, ex, keropok etc.

I've been dreaming about love.

And I want to find a love so sweet, it'll last forever but I guess it's not possible with a person like me.