The moment I saw you. I knew it’d be the closest I’d get to being … close. I didn’t know what to do with that feeling. Happiness. But they know now, and they’re hungry. Really fucking hungry! Because, for as long as I know they’ve been chasing me. Now they’re ready, now they’re strong enough to break through. And I can’t fight them. I used to be able to when I was strong but … you’ve made me weak, and now I can’t, I can’t! 

- Effy Stonem.

Two days. 21st and 22nd.

It's funny how I can still remember. In fact, it is still embedded in my head you know... Those memories. They're not exactly the best ones to have in your head because they're the ones causing everything to be messed up.
 

And the funny thing is, I'm trying to move on.

Despite me trying, I just can't start.

I don't know how to.

My life's already too complicated. The clique doesn't know who and who anymore. And I just can't explain how I feel.

My mind's a mess. My heart's gone.

Fuck this. I'd much rather be a pebble.