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Tuesday, August 31, 2010
 Sometimes, don't you just feel that life is so unfair and that you're just like a speck of dust, all so worthless and useless... Just cluttering the space? Sigh. I missed the bus again, thank god I listened to myself and brought my laptop out. Or else, I'll be stuck in school with no where to go again. Oh and by the way... It's only 10.05am now. So, no shops are open or else I go town already. Let me tell you something else, I didn't bring my laptop charger. I only brought my other ez link card... (the one with only $3 worth of value) I've got only 30 mins left as I am typing this and yes, I feel like such a loser because I should have brought my charger out. D: Grrrrrrrrr. Next time.... BRING MY CHARGER. The problems at home just got worse. Mom is gonna have pms and I think she's on the edge of a breakdown soon. Right now, I'm probably the only sane person left besides my father who is obviously on my mom's side. I'm not saying that I'm on my brother's side either. I guess I can see it from both sides? Although maybe I don't know and don't understand a mother's love for her children... However, I can see she cares. I do see my brother's point of view. Been in that situation before but the both of us... We've got no courage to go that far so I really respect my brother. Still it's not right to treat himself and us that way is it? You can see that I'm the middle person here. Always will be. You see, the worst case scenario is... SUICIDE. It can happen and it will happen. I'm just trying to protect him and the people I care about here. Sigh.... ): Hola, Sorry but I've been away for a pretty long time haven't I? I'm not busy with anything except slacking and living life like a pig. It's eat, sleep, computer, eat, computer, sleep. :\ Best part is that I wake up at almost 12 + or in today's case, 2.30pm. AMAZING. I'm such a pig. *oink* Sure, I don't have any stories to tell for now except. Last week, I was supposed to go to this trip organised by my school. Guess what? I was late... Not a surprise huh??? And the bus left without me. Like, it JUST LEFT. And the best part, I cabbed down. So, I wasted thirteen dollars on one cab ride to school for nothing. Yay. I'm such an idiot. My life's been really boring lately. ): I think I'm going to save up my money to get me a camera. My favourite Mr. Canon is not working. In fact, it's like shit now. I'm so bored, my mind is so empty that I have nothing to say and that by itself sucks. (: Thursday, August 19, 2010
What's the worst that could happen to me just because you're not there?Almost a week of holidays. And I have not started revision. :\ Sigh. The only revision I did was to clear up my desktop. Nice. Guess you know what I've been doing for the entire holidays. Right about now, I'm killing myself thanks to Bleach. Waiting for the new chapter. Might be going out with girls tmr. YAY! :D
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
JYOF; YOG
Switch on the tv, you see YOG.Switch on the radio, also YOG. The roads and everywhere is filled with banners of YOG. Damn sian, especially because I don't know anything about sports. I do know however that YOG is the Youth Olympic Games. I seriously think I would be an idiot if I didn't know that. Although most of my friends volunteered to help out, I couldn't be bothered. Oh well, I know it's once in a lifetime but honestly, if I knew nothing about it, it makes no point to help out. I might just create a bigger mess. Tell you a secret, I haven't even watched or heard the Oh Yeah thingy. I've heard the YOG theme song, everyone right? Yes, Tabby's singing. (: I switch on the tv also see her face. In school, that is if I turn up, I'll also see her face because she's my classmate for every Research Methods class. Guess I'm proud of her. I mean, it's a big deal. Obviously I didn't understand at first until I realised that YOG meant Olympics (duh) which meant THE WHOLE WORLD! And yes, I'm proud of her. So the other day, YOG came to RP. The torch of course. JYOF stands for Journey Of The Youth Olympic Flame. CCC and other schools were participating for the cheering when the flame actually came. To be honest, it was also the first day of fasting, so the day pretty much sucked.  While waiting at the Agora hall for god knows what, we decided to camwhore. That's Dalvyn, Fyna, Haren, me and Steph. Haren's like the only guy, as usual. I honestly didn't know what was going on. I only know we get 2 CE points? Pretty worth it if you ask me.  My face looked pale because the Agora hall was cold and I was HUNGRYYYYY. Give me some food please! However, I'm fasting. LOL.  Again with the bestest guy in the whole wide world. LOVE YOU DIVA! He's the one and only guy who can cheer me up. I'll camwhore with him every single time and we'll end up looking like a couple afterwards. Is it my fault? Nah, it's because... He's just so awesome! Nah, he's not my boyfriend. (: So anyway, we were waiting for instructions...  I don't know why the photo looks so grainy. Don't ask, it's not my camera and I'm just too lazy to edit. We were both wearing our boots. Initially it was supposed to be boots day out for us girls, but only Bella and I ended up wearing boots.  That's the baby faced Fyna! :D Really, waiting was the most annoying part. Luckily, I had drama. Yes, for some reason drama was part of JYOF too. Technically, we have to support too. So, I packed up to meet the rest. You see, the entire JYOF also showcases the CREATE IG. Jammerz, Replug and Beats encore performed. Surprisingly, JCIG also performed. Hare Hare Yukai. LOL. Suzumiya Haruhi much? (: Drama, as a member of Create was there to support. Although, most of us were unwilling and were forced. Complicated issue, sorry. Well, most of the day was spent... Walking, watching performances and talking to Shireen & Salehin. + jack. The day was filled with eyecandies. *cough* And finally, the most important part. The torch! Which, we didn't get to see because we were all busy breaking fast at TRCC! :D Oh well, food was more important to us that night. Overall, the entire event was pretty successful. EMP closed the entire thing and off, we went home. (: Sunday, August 15, 2010
0908?
So the day before, I was busy working until my phone battery actually went flat. D:Anyways. That morning, my brother & I actually woke up EARLY to get our asses ready. We were going to travel all the way to the other side of Singapore. The other side of the country would be the East side. So, imagine the two of us taking the train on National Day morning from CCK all the way to the other side of the "world". That morning we were gonna travel to Tanah Merah to see....  AYDAN ESHAN & his parents, our aunt & uncle. Super cute right this boy? He makes travelling all the way to the other side worth it. I haven't seen him in a few weeks and I miss him like terribly. ): So, lucky lucky that we got to go out to meet my aunt who is treating us for our birthdays. I meant, my brother and I of course. My brother's birthday was like 2 weeks away? Mine was on 7th. So yes, upon reaching my brother and I went straight up to the condo to put down our bags. And off we went with my aunt, uncle and Aydan to Changi Airport to eat Swensens. Yumm Yumm.  He just wanted to grab everything. Naughty naughty. He can finally sit on the baby chair and yes, now he's like 7/8 months old? How cute right? Boy is finally strong enough to play around and non-stop. He totally cannot sit still...  See he gives you this adorable smile, you can't help but melt. Obviously, we were all pretty hungry, so we ordered our food asap. I kinda regret ordering crayfish pasta because I'm allergic to seafood. However, I gave in to my temptations and obviously, the meal was yummy. So while waiting for our food, we camwhored and entertained the baby. He really couldn't sit still. A minute we don't entertain him and he'll be like kicking around.  I have this amazing cute video of him trying to catch that fan thing. Super duper cute. He's like trying to catch it and when he finally caught it, he was so happy. *melts* Ah! Babies, I cannot deny their cuteness. My brother is like lazy to entertain us all. That's common.  And during that period of time, Aydan decided to poop. So, he was ever so noisy. And while waiting, we ordered ice-cream. What is Swensens without ice-cream huh? Ordered some macadamia thingum while my brother had banana split. And as usual, cam-whore.  Super light make-up that day and it was good.  That's me and my aunt. We were eating and eating and eating. Gosh, now I feel fat just thinking about it. Afterwards, we had a short stroll around the airport before we finally bought something for the little boy. He pooped again. D: And finally, we went to my aunt's place to watch the parade. However, I fell asleep first. LOL. When I woke up, they were back from their swim and we sat infront of the tv to watch the national day parade. Twitter! :D It's like exclusive comments, hilarious ttm I swear. Nineteen The day I turned 19, I slept the entire day away. Initially supposed to go to JB but I was too lazy to wake-up and shower. Good sleep = good year. So I don't really care! (Y) Melampau. Hehe. So, the day before my 19th... I still had school. Thank goodness it was Cross Cultural, meaning Natalie's lesson. And yes, I wore a maxi dress to school. Felt so weird walking around in it.  Yepp, that's Natalie. Photo credits to shaa. How can I miss an opportunity to take a picture with my mentor for the semester? She's awesome by the way. The bandana headband scarf thingy was bought in school during the flea market. The class decided to camwhore with each other. Obviously, it wasn't for my birthday right?  Damn, I must have looked pretty white. that's like half of the class because some of them left earlier. They're an awesome bunch you know. So afterwards, went home first to put down mr.lappy. Took a quick shower and changed into slippers before meeting Stephypoo. Somehow we were both early. Anyway, supposed to go shisha.  Bella & Fyna totally cheated me. Becky too. Told me some lie that Becks fought with her bf. (although it was so believable since it happens 85% of the time) Reached Nasrins and went we went upstairs... OMG. A cake. Damn it. They totally sang a song for me la. Made a wish. Although, obviously the wish didn't come true. It's like wishing for money to fall down from the sky at that point of time.  Oreo cheesecake. YUMMS! (Y) photos from stephypoo. Dear Dalvyn, didnt turn up. ): So that's how I spent my birthday. ^^
Friday, August 13, 2010
Goodbye Sem One
 Happy Friday the 13th. Happy Last Day of Sem One! Happy 3rd Day of Ramadhan! It's finally the end of a hectic semester. I need to buck up and study extra doubly hard please. Going to miss my dear E45C. I didn't bond much with them because I was hardly ever in school but I do adore them so much. They're so fun! ^^ Going to miss the bbgs during the holidays, Haren & all the rest. I want to plan for my holidays already, but first... I HAVE TO SPEND MY FIRST TWO WEEKS, STUDYING. I don't want to use notes from other people, so I'll use my own notes. In addition, I want to complete the worksheets. My daily grades are terrible, so my UT3 grade will have to make up for this. Especially RM. I got F for UT2. Might as well, not have presented and done my work right? ): Really, thanks uh person who decided to EDIT everything at the last minute. Inadequate words and all. What can I say? Really. Although, I'm thankful for my UT1 grades. They made up and pulled me up. So right now, I'm somewhere in the middle. However, UT3 has to pull me up. Cannot, don't want to fail RM. It's one of the hardest and toughest modules to me because it's very dry. ): Not to mention, my media writing which I think I am also screwed. I totally should attend class but I skipped and yes, I'm left with UT3 so I better not screw up. Ah, let's leave school behind for the night and let's relax. (: I'm gonna blog about my shisha outing , JYOF and National Day soon.
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
If only RJ questions were like the ones on formspring, I might actually ace the class.  My love life is complicated so I can't give a definite answer but as of now, I'm still single and unavailable. I'm really not intending to settle down TOO SOON. I get too scared when it comes to relationships and yes, I'm afraid of commitment for now. It's really not good to be like this because the bbgs are all attached except me, Dal & Steph. Steph doesn't count cause she's dating Yiru. While Dalvyn, is constantly dating. ): I'm forever single. (Y) In a way, it's pretty good. HAHA
Sunday, August 8, 2010
 #01 Been dragging this on for too long. It's no good to keep waiting. So, goodbye. (: Starting afresh ain't so easy but I knew I had to start somewhere because you just totally forgot about me. So force a smile upon my face and I'll keep walking.
Saturday, August 7, 2010
19 YO!
Happy 19th Birthday to me. Another year later and I'll be twenty. Omg & to think I used to laugh saying that I'm old. geeee. Don't feel any different, just a whole lot... Wiser? If you call that wise, or being too cautious & thinking too much. Thanks babygirls for the mini celebration the day before. Love you girls. Sometimes small gatherings mean a lot to me. It's better than nothing and being forgotten. And so much better than living in loneliness. This year... Another year I'm not alone. I'm grateful, for that. At the very least. (: Some notes. Pradeep didnt spoil BLEACH for me. He spoiled EVERYTHING. And I totally didn't give any spoilers. ;D
Friday, August 6, 2010
Last day of being eighteeeeeeeeeeeeen
 Last day of being eighteen, so must act cute a bit. This year, I still want my heart back. ^^ Problem 15 = last week of school. yeayyyy! not. I gotta study harder and harder during the break. Desperately need to because I just skipped week 14. And Fyna just forgot about me so I'm left with conclusion but it's okay because I'm gonna add my "QUOTE OF THE DAY" which is just a quote. I'm an idiot. Okay, I'm gonna read BLEACH again. Stupid Pradeep and all the other people on FB just HAD to tell me that Gin killed Aizen. Sorry for the spoiler. spoil it for you too. Thanks uh. ):
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
SHOP?
I'm terrible. Terrible.So, I didn't end up getting tickets to singfest, but it's okay. Still, I'm having this urge to shop & get a pair of shoes. Nevermind that I just bought sperrys but I need/want a pair of heels. Although, it's pretty stupid to want a pair of heels when I can walk only in flats and wedges. If you know what I mean. However right now, I'm being overwhelmed. ): Thoughts have been lingering in my head for over a month now and I need need a pair of pretty heels/wedges. This is terribly bimbotic. Terrible. Terrible I say. And I do blame it all on blogshopping. Grrrrrrrr. I've got two pairs in my head right about now. 1.  Hot isn't it? I can imagine myself wearing it with my stockings, a tunic top or a bodycon dress. The heel height is awfully high but I think I'll be fine in them because they aren't those kind of skinny heels? Plus, they're quite similar to wedges and if I can walk in rocking horse shoes, they shouldn't be a problem should they? 2.  I like the red and though it's pretty common, I'm planning on getting black. Since black is pretty classy and easy to match. I can imagine me wearing this in practically everything. It's cheaper too but I think they'll suit me better without leggings?? However, I'm having problems because my legs are not completely healed and if I do go out without leggings, the scars will show. Damn. I'm confused. Monday, August 2, 2010
So a week before my birthday? Friday, I totally skipped school. Dad thought it's e-learning and I pretty much don't really care. Last minute plans to go shisha with Fyna and Becky. Hanging out with the girls are always the best. Girls night out soon? Met Idayu, Shila, Fifi, Zee & Kif. It's packed. As usual, but unlike the previous Fridays. No drinking for the night because fasting month is almost here. Met Daryl too. Becky thinks he's cute. Well, he is la, when he isn't in his punk clothes. Bitched, laughed. & We've decided to give up on you know whats. Saturday spent working at epicentre before bumping into Becks & Fyna. Love these two. Becks, I'm fine. I really am. Hung out at Scape's McD before going home to rest. Sold quite a number of ipods and I'm so sick of looking at ipads already. See, until don't want to see. :\ I'm thinking of getting new bags and shoes. As in wedges, shoes. OR boots. Sunday also spent at epicentre. This time, a few ipads were in stock. Sold about two? The last 32gb & the 64gb. That was fast because right after I sold one, another guy came up and asked if he could buy. Longest day of my life. But thanks Rae for coming to visit in the morning & giving me a hug. Still, working is making me wanna get the ipod classic even more. Although the ipod touch isn't that bad. Though, 8gb is still too little for me. :( And Adriel was a total ass please. Ask me if I wanna work when I already have a job. When I'm jobless, he doesn't wanna find me. :\ Ass. I'm thinking of working in epicentre during weekends. Long and tiring, but it's pretty fun because unlike in taka, sales here is much easier. People more or less know what they want to get. Unlike in Taka where I gotta spend hours talking. Although in Taka, it's more relaxed if you know what I mean... (: And I'm gonna get a hamsterrrrrrrrrr. |
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