This is not love.

Is this even a crush?

It's not infatuation.

Is he an eyecandy?

Give me 3 days to think. 2 weeks to breathe and I'll tell you my answer.

I swear that I use this method really well to think about the people in my love life.

Although currently, I'm not too sure.

I mean. He's not an eyecandy and I'm certainly not crushing on him. And how can it be infatuation? :\

Okay. I confuse you. I confuse me too.

I feel like a despo when it's really obvious I'm just sorting out certain things.

Recently, I've been doing the strangest things. We all know how screwed up my love life is. I look for it but I run away.
Well anyway, I've been helping out Bronza since sem 1 especially when it comes to this. And just last night, I heard words from Vess' lips about her new guy and I think he is good for her. I might as well play love guru for a while.
Strangely, with all these weird incidents going on around me, my judgement is getting better and I can really sort out my feelings better. It's like I don't need advice because I kind of know what I should do. It's no longer about whether I'm thinking too much but more of my heart.

And after thinking about it, I think I should share some of my tips.


And the answer to my questions above is really simple now. I got the answer if you want to know.
I can tell the difference between a crush and just plain infatuation.
I can also tell the difference whether it's love or just plain crushing.
Not much but it's a little here and there.

It takes time to sort out your feelings really. What I say may only apply to me but at least you got someone to help you.

Btw, you should read He's Just Not That Into You. Best book ever. I swear to god.




I can't explain but right now the butterflies are telling me to take good care of myself. The way my heart is pumping so fast, I sometimes feel as if I'm turning pink. I feel healthier. (: